bad days

you know those days when you think everything is going wrong. and nothing can go right at all. well, today was that day. i go to get back on at my old job at the theater. but, unfortunately it was not to be. i go in and finally get ahold of who i need to talk to . but, then he tells me that i'm not rehirable. and i was really confused. i said what? and he said to me again that i'm not rehirable. there's a note on my file that says i'm not rehirable. i have no idea why i have that on my file. it pissed me off so bad. i was near tears because i was so upset. and those that know me, know that is really unlike me. my manager offered to find out what had made someone put that note. but, so i just left.i was so pissed. so i drove over to my friend's work, my friend army guy, and put in an application. so, yeah. and right now, i don't know what really to do. some of my friends would suggest praying. but ya know, i don't particularly believe in god. i don't want anything to do with religion. cuz i feel it's been shoved down my throat for the past 5-6 years. and i honestly wish i could find some reprieve from all this shit going on in my life. sometimes i feel that fate is working against me. damn i hate it so much. well, until new developments, average jane is signing off.