confusing boys and silly work

yeah so i got a call from my temp job last year and the year previously. they called to ask if i could come work for them cuz they were shorthanded this season. and well, i already had a job, but they asked if i could work saturdays, cuz i don't work saturdays at my other job. so i said sure, it would give me a break from just filing. cuz the job they wanted me to do was work at this place called lambert floral. it's a garden shop. and i was in charge of organizing and keeping the tables full of tomato plants. there were other plants that i eventually became in charge of.. like peppers and cukes, and melons, and herbs. so i became quite good at it. but anyhoo. so i went back and worked my first saturday today. i worked from 10am to about 7pm. it was so tiring. i had forgotten how much i ached after a day of work there. but at the same time, it was good to work with my hands and not really worry about getting dirty, cuz i knew i'd be filthy by the time i went home. i was quite a sight to say the least.... we'll leave it at that. but i don't know why i mentioned that anymore...

but so, other news..... well really not much new. so i had some really interesting conversations last night with a few friends... let's just say one could not shut up about the new love of their life....lol it was actually quite entertaining. and then the other, well, we had a pretty random conversation. but it was good, cuz we decided that we weren't gonna lose contact after graduation. cuz that would be the worst.... i'm using a lot of dots and i dont' know why..... but moving on..

so, life sucks in the romantic department....i've decided that over the past month.... like my sophomore friend is having more "romance" than i do. it's kind of depressing. but i still love her. :D lol like i have one guy friend that i like, but not really sure if i can trust him. cuz i thought he really liked me a little while ago, but then ended up being kind of a jerk. it sucked. but then things he's done lately makes me wonder if he does like me for real in "that way" as in more than a friend... like well, i was walking home from school with him just a few days ago. and then i got mad at him sorta and said whatever liar face. and he said " i love you amy." and it just kind of caught me off guard...... but well, i guess i don't know how to read into this. so i'm confused. and then he said it again like two days later when we were walking home. and so i really kind of like him.... and i don't know what to do. so i kinda am just gonna go with the flow. but yeah.

so that's my update. later

average jane signing off. (i'm so confused)

hullloo!! it's great to be back!!!

hey you all!!! yeah i'm back after a frickin long vacation!!!! :D san fran was amzing. im so glad that i got to go there twice!! and yeah i did go through with piercing my ears again. all three of us did. and i have to say, my second piercing looks good. and i really thought my parents would flip, but they didn't. it was more of a "i'm disappointed in you" look that i got. and we didn't talk about it. my sis said that my mom looked about to cry. and my lil' sis did cry when i told her. wierd. anyhoo, san fran was amzing. i really could live there for a while, though i was glad to get back to my nice bed. :D lol and other news, well my second trip to san fran was for choir. and guess how we did. well, all of our three choirs won first in our categories!!! we got superior ratings!! lol. the other choirs must have really sucked for us to win first place, cuz when we listend to the tapes of our selves, we sounded terrible. lol really funny to listen to and laugh at ourselves! but also there was a three way tie for the overall best high school choir, all choirs from the same school!!!! and that was......taylorsville high school!!! yeah. shows that graces is just as good as stupid madrigals!!!! hooray!!! oober funn.... but on a somber note, my friend found out during the awards ceremony that her grandpa died. he had died that morning. i felt so sad. and she hasn't been to school these past two days so i hope she's doing okay. and her mom.

anyhoo. as of other news, well, i just have to say taht my family finally came into the 21st century and got comcast cable high speed internet@!!!!!!! hooray!! yeah they got it while i was gone in san fran. so freakin awsome!!! ;D but yeah so it makes things faster. but it means that i don't have my at&t email address anymore. i'm working on getting possibly a comcast email. but for now i'm using my yahoo address, since i already have it. but i might get a comcast email. we'll see. but i just have to say i missed you all while i was gone, especially spencer! thanx again for all those emails, i really felt loved to see them in my inbox! :D anyhoo, that's all for now!!! let you all know more as things happen!!

average jane signing off!! (today is a good day, so far!)