worrying, a full time job

so i know i already posted for today. but i guess i have to say my worries are in some ways not so bad, but in other ways there a bit worse. i hung out with two of my bestest friends tonight shoe shoppin! yeah i know pathetic. but i needed some new shoes and that was the perfect excuse to hang out for. and i had told myself i needed distance from a certain person, to find my own path and allow them to find their own. but i spur of the moment invited them to come with me, and it was good. i guess it was what we both needed. at least i hope it helped. but, the person i am mentioning here, seems to have decided the path they are on and were previously whole heartedly pursuing is what is right for them. i strongly disagree in parts of it. yet i can't intervene because they seem to be okay. so i guess i'll just have to support them and make sure they know i do still care. cuz i do. and i worry. it's my life long occupation. i worry tonz about them. and a good amount about myself and where i'm headed. but i guess that i'll just have to deal and "make it" as i told this person i was doing, tonight. so yeah life goes on i guess. and they may not understand it. god knows i don't . but that's life and i'm okay. for now.

average jane signing off. ( i'm okay. really.)