life is crazy!

so here i am sitting at work falling asleep. so why not try to stay awake by updating about the fun this past weekend! lol JK.

well, let's see...i wrote friday so i'll begin with saturday. saturday was quite the adventure! it was crazy, fun and tiring. the day began at 8:20 am...lol i was awoken to a text from my boyfriend, jay. he he. it was funny cuz usually i am already awake. but it was just funny. :D so then i got outta bed and got to cleaning house! lol that's kind of one of the stipulations of saturday. jobs are a requirement to be done before going out with friends. the jobs are easy though, like clean the kitchen and do dishes. and clean front room and the bathroom. :D but yah got those done with no problem. then around 1:30ish i went geocaching with jay, and we brought my parents along with us!! lol it was fun actually. we originally had just planned on bringing my dad, but then jay said to invite anyone that wanted to come. so it ended being me and jay, & my mom and dad. lol at first it was a little odd...lol but it was really entertaining to watch my dad get so excited about using the GPS...lol then just about as entertaining was to watch my mom get all confused and worried about using the gps and not sure as to what direction it was telling us...lol jay totally took it all in stride...

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okay so back a day later to finish this...lol didn't have as much time as i thought yesterday :D so here goes...

well, left off at our geocachin adventure :D well, the really fun part, (not) he he, was when we had to go into this totally mosquito infested spot...lol i think i totally got like 10-20 bites just from there, and that is the most i've had in like a year or two...lol maybe more..but ya..we all survived! i was the only one dumb enough to wear shorts! he he. that's where i got most of my bites. so yah. then we got finished with them all by about 4:30 or 5 pm. fun stuff...then i had a break to go home, clean up, have dinner, and then get all purdied up for my cousin's wedding reception. jay was invited to come along and i got to see him all spiffed up again! lol he was totally wanting to match my outfit, so he was disappointed when i told him i would be wearing a pink dress, cuz he had no tie or shirt that really went with that....( of course he was thinking light pink...lol)
but so me and jay drove up to the reception separate from my family, cuz we had plans to go elsewhere after. so we got there actually a bit before they did, we even were early to the reception cuz we were to help with the refreshments. lol i felt bad at first cuz i was enlisting jay's help like that, but he assured me he was totally okay with it. in fact, he told me that even if he had been asked simply as a normal guest, he would probably have been asking how he could help...lol that's just jay for ya! :) but yah, so me and him ended up manning the water table and making sure all the guests had water to go with the dessert. lol the dessert was funny, to me. my cousin just wanted ice cream sandwiches with chocolate sauce drizzled over it, then with chocolate strawberries on the side. it actually turned out looking kind of cool. lol liked the strawberries. then what was funny is that there was a table with candy in jars, and there were spoons to dish it all out and help yourself! lol loved that table. they had mini gummy bears and me and jay munched on those. lol but overall, it was really cool.

oh! and finally like just before the whole thing ended, my cousin threw the bouquet!! lol i was joking with jay about catchin it...lol then his comment to me, " if you catch the bouquet, so help me..." really made me go out there to catch it. lol i even had to lean over the little girlie's heads to get it. lol but no one got hurt! lol so then after i caught it, i turned and looked at jay and he was shaking his head, kind of blushing and laughing...lol he kind of ducked out of sight for a bit. lol it was great to see his reaction! lol made me really laugh. found out afterwards that my mom actually looked his way and gave him a look as i caught it. lol then we convinced him to go out and catch the garter...there were three single guys there...lol my other cousin actually ended up gettin the garter . lol jay didn't try. he he. i think we embarrassed him lol. but it's all good. my aunt of the cousin whose reception it was, she said to me and jay, "you only have to catch one for it to work" meaning since i had caught the bouquet, we still could get married...lol gotta love family!! :D lol oh and i had one cousin askin my sister how she felt about me almost gettin married. lol it's funny what ppl assume he he...no matter. so that was the reception. me and jay left shortly after that.
so then, we were supposed to go to tyler's place so jay could look at his computer...and watch the first star trek, but tyler had to cancel last minute. so jay called up mel. and within the next half hour we were at her place, and ready to begin introducing me to star trek..lol ( the new star trek movie comes out in may, supposed to have been christmas this year, so jay told me i have to be completely up to date by then, cuz we are going to the midnight showing of it...lol ....in costume! he he) anyhoo. i got to be all comfortable and cuddle with jay! :D total bonus! lol i have to admit though...i was sorta fallin asleep during the movie...lol partly my own fault cuz i was tired... but it was a little hard to get into the movie. (sorry jay! ;D lol) but yah so then went home, got home by about 1 am...

hmm...sunday..that was the interesting day. i had an appt with my bishop for 4:15, that almost conflicted with jays plans so he couldn't be with me for my appt...but i was glad he was there to just see the face of the one i loved after that interesting ordeal. so the funny part is that jay showed up to my church and was waiting for when me when i got out. talk about a pleasant surprise. i wanted to just run up and hug him but i refrained..lol so then we jsut walked and talked for about an hour, then i had to go to my appt. Then i actually ended up waiting there for about a half hour or so more til i got to go in. but it went okay. i was glad to be able to come out to see jay sittin there. he is an amazing guy, more than i deserve. but i'm glad he's sticking around. :)

jay also ended up staying and listening to my lesson for FHE...lol it was on journals. it was one thing i could semi-teach about on short notice he he. then we just chatted a bit. and he had to get home. it was a good day. i love feeling that he will always be there for me. :)

then yesterday! lol what a fun day! i really had a great day. first off work went really good. not too busy for a monday. then i survived until closing time. about 4 pm though, i texted my friend elise who i had kind of neglected. i totally told her i would call her on thursday night and spaced it til the next day and then promptly forgot after remembering...i'm a terrible friend. but then i was all like what's up? and she kind of sent short texts back and i kind of got the idea she was mad at me. and i felt guilty. then she half joking said, you can stop by work and say hi! lol she works out in riverton while i'm in murray. nevertheless...i totally went to her work as soon as i got off and ended up spending about 40 min. there. i'm glad i did it cuz it gave us time to jsut chat and catch up a bit. i loved it. but then, i got a text from jay saying...what's new...lol i waited about 20 min til i texted him back cuz i was still with elise..lol but then i went home, beat jay home lol, and then we went over to tyler's place. jay looked at his laptop...while me and ty started on star trek 2...lol it is actually a good show. about halfway through the movie, jay was finished diagnosing ty's computer, so i went and got to cuddle next to him. :D yah...he he. so i was really comfortable and enjoyed the movie. enough to watch the 3rd one right after...lol as that movie went on we got more relaxed. soon we were laying on the couch watching the movie. talk about comfortable@! lol i kind of fell asleep for maybe 5 or 10 min...lol. but it was so comfortable in his arms, i feel i could have stayed there forever....:) anyhoo, eventually had to get home...lol but that was that night.

tonight...i got to go watch jay rehearse for his play. it's gonna be an interesting play...lol can't wait to see it all in costume and all the set...lol :D some parts of the play i laughed at cuz they reminded me of jay and me. lol jay knows what i mean...lol coolio stuff...it was funny. cuz i was kind of included some in the joking in between running the rehearsal. lol one bit made me blush profusely@!@ lol jay says it's cute...lol i'll take his word for it. oh the funny thing about blushing though, is when i do blush, you know it. i go beet red! like no in between blush...it's all the way. lol anyhoo...i enjoyed myself. but, then the fun of having to say goodbye. i have the hardest time. but tonight i told myself that i really needed rest. of course then i come hop on the net. lol but almost finished.. i need sleep. its just i need to say real quick here. i love jay, more than i thought i could ever love anyone. it's the purest, sweetest, most amazing feeling in the world. and i have it :) i smile just to hear his voice, to see his face. my knees go weak at his kisses and i can't seem to think straight. i stay up long hours, just to be with him. yah...i'm so far gone. and i couldn't be any happier. :)

good night...

averagejane signing off...