he didn't stand me up...but...

so he wasn't standing me up. i thought he was. but i just got a call from him like 5 minutes ago. so things are semi okay. but at the same time, they're semi screwed up. here it all is


well, so i mentioned how oyuna wanted to set me up with chris. well, turns out chris is way interested in me. and he got way upset that robert asked me out. so chris wanted robert to not call and just make me think he stood me up. but robert being the nice guy, finally called. cuz he didn't want to lose chris' friendship, but he is way interested in me, he told me all of this, and said that he really wanted to take me out on a date, several dates in fact, but he couldnt' lose his friend. and i really understand how it hurts to lose a friend, so i understand a good amount. so i won't be goin on a date with robert. but i think i will get to in time. i hope so. but it also turns out that chris thinks i'm really interested in him and that oyuna said something to make him think so. but while i like chris, i'm not really really interested in him, yet, as he may think. oyuna must have mistaken my saying i'd love for her to set us up. i was more excited at the prospect of a date with a funny guy. cuz i know i'd have a good time with chris. but also, it seems that chris was probably gonna ask me around the same time robert did. hm...but so robert thinks that chris will ask me out when he sees me on monday. so robert says he wants to let me go out with chris and see how that goes. gosh i've never had this problem of guys fighting over me. cuz that's what happened, according to robert. he and chris got into a fight over me... :( thats' depressing.

but i'm okay. and robert said he would call me tomorrow just to talk. oh my gosh he's perfect. cuz he said that he would like to call me tomorrow, just to talk, then asked me if that was okay. i didn't realize he was so gentlemanly! :D he's perfect! but i still will go out with chris if he asks me...

anyhoo, averagejane signing off....it's been a long day...