has anyone ever become so addicted to blogging that it hurt them? that would be funny to hear of. cuz i have to admit that at times i am way addicted to blogging. cuz sometimes it just helps to get everything out online, and it's just different from writing in my journal. but somehow better. because i do really tell my feelings sometmes, completely not caring what ppl think, cuz it's my blog. but anyhoo, i'm babbling! :D
so my path to finding my inner strength.....well, i've first begun it with tryin to get better in shape. i'm doing a few pushups, sit ups and leg lifts a day. i do some in the morning and some at night. so far so good. it's actually quite rejuvenating! amzing. but then i'm also redecorating my room of sorts... like my quotes are being re arranged and i'm puttin new ones up. like the quote of today is...."some ppl think it's holding on that makes one strong-sometimes it's letting go." and i realize that a lot of my drama and heartache and such are from not letting go of things. i tell myself that i've let go, buti havent'. and so i found this quote particularly amzing. and so i put it all pretty up on my closet door. i had fun doing it! :D let's just say i had a good amount of time on my hands! :D but these are only the beginning steps. one i would like to do is to eat healthier and such, but that will prove to be a bit more trying as i really love my disgusting junk food! : ( but i'll work on that one.
my next step is to catch up on my homework....that's proving difficult already. no duh. but life isn't supposed to be easy.
oh yah know, when i really put my mind to it, it wasn't all that hard to stay happy and positive even when i really wanted to slug my choir teacher! i just was goofy and din't have to like everything she said. but it was fun. now i need to be positive tomorrow! i can do it. :D
oh and the most random thing? so i go to seminary, but dont really like it, but somehow i manage to be the top person in my class on the scripture mastery challenge. i totally smoked my teacher coleman. but yeah so random. but i have to admit i love scripture chases! cuz i totally dominate. so i get to compete tomorrow. nathan are you not just so proud that i'm actually participating in class? *eye roll* lol but yeah i'm crazy.
so this has been a really good day. oh except that my mom wants me to go to some lame baby shower for a cousin i barely talk to. ugh. maybe i can drag a friend with. my mom is pretty set on not letting me, but i kind of told her i would only go if i could bring a friend to suffer with me. LOL but yeah otherwise, life is good. i have the house to myself as i type this, but who knows when they'll be home. ugh. but life is awsome!
average jane signing off!! ( my path is my own and i will prove stronger than any foe i may come across !)
