things changing...

isn't it funny how one moment can really change your life? make you really think about everything that is happening... sometimes it's for the better, sometimes for the worse...as for me, i've not decided yet...

but i've been thinking a lot lately. just about life...and where i'm going...what i want to do with it...and some thing has kind of changed my plans...but yeah...

oh, and i had hoped to travel to new york this summer...but i don't think i'll have the funding to anymore...

well that's all for now...except that i'm really tired, cuz i got home at 3 am this morning...dont ask why...

average jane signing off...

i feel like dying...

so i've graduated....amzingly it seems....i'll write later about that and senior breakout...

but right now i feel like shit. i'm so sick and so tired i can barely do anything. it kind of hurts to even type this, but for some reason i felt like blogging. but i feel like i could just die right now. my throat is so swollen it hurts to swallow and cough. i can't stop coughing. it sucks. i hate being sick. and one of the worst things? i have this stupid dress on that i can't get out of . cuz i have no one home to help me unzip it so i can go put pjs on. cuz they are all still at church....ugh! *cough, cough* i can't stop coughing. ugh....

so i'm gonna go rest and hopefully get some sleep. cuz i can't sleep well because i cough so much...but i guess i just needed to complain some about my illness. so here it is...

averagejane signing off...(i need sleep and to stop coughin...)