boys still silly!! :D

okay, here i go again... here's what happened today. well, so we kind of did our typical hi and smile routine. it wasn't until around 3 or 4 pm that he really said anything important. but, so he came up to me and said, "so are you connie's granddaughter?" and i was totally shocked! connie is the lady who was previously over me in my filing position. and she's short, redhaired, really can be annoying.... but i laughed and said, "no i'm not her granddaughter!" i also said that i'm not related to anyone there at steve regan company. i told him, thank god i'm not related to connie! :D lol that would be almost as bad as my own grandma. but he seemed very relieved to hear i wasn't at all related. cuz he had heard some rumors that i was. but then he was like, okay. and then walked back to the ware house. so then, about twenty minutes later, he came back and said, "so what are you doing friday?" and i said," hmm... fridaY?" and i just thought for two seconds. and he said, "do you have plans already?" and i said, " no, i'm just trying to be sure of i dont'." and he said " okay, so we should do something friday." and i said "yeah, definitely." and he said "okay, so i'll talk to you tomorrow. i'm leaving." i said "okay. bye." and he said 'bye.' lol it took him long enough!!! :D but he asked me out. i'm good! i think this is way funny! but i am excited for friday!! i can't wait!!

but yeah...this has been interesting. to say the least. so now the real wait is over of whether or not he's gonna ask me out. so when i get pics of him, i will post them on here, once i figure that out too! cuz i think he's cute! oh and my sister and mom didnt' really like that he's 26. but you know what? i don't care. i'm an adult now and i can make my own responsible decisions. that kind of sounded whiny. what i meant to say is that i am an adult. i am capable of making responsible decisions. i know when something could be dangerous or risky. but the things in life worth going for mean taking risks. like someone once said, one can never possibly know how far one can go, until one risks going too far. so here i go. it takes a risk in trusting anyone. but i do trust robert. i don't know him altogether too well, but just the way he acts makes me think he's an okay guy. well, very much more than okay cuz he's way cute!! :D lol not biased at all! :D

but yeah enough rambling about boys! that's all for now! :D

average jane signing off! :p

finding my inner strength

well, here's another update. so my date was okay last night. kind of odd. but okay. and i guess it made me realize that i can only be friends with guy#2 that i mentioned. so that's it. but yeah lifes okay. and i'm moving on. i guess it's time to use my inner strength and be on my own. cuz i left myself be too easily influended by others and what they do. i'm needing to stand on my own two feet and make my decisions by what i believe. i found that last night that i kind of just went with things that i wasn't so sure of. i'm good though and i can be strong. life will be awsome.

average jane signing off. :D