cute new boys at work!! :D

so hey, like i mentioned in an earlier post, i got the full time job and i am loving it. it's really not interrupting my life altogether too much right now. and the bonus of it all that i found out today....the owner, steve harmsen, will pay my tuition for college!! and i get my books free cuz my mom works at the bookstore at slcc. so basically there might be a few fees, but otherwise, i am set for college. now i know there was so a reason i took this job. not only would it be good pay, but it would literally be paying for college to work there. honestly, this is the first i've heard of it and i'm amzed. but yeah... well other news.

so there's this cute guy at work named robert. he works in the warehouse dept. but so i officially met him, like in asking him his name like two days ago. but, so we have talked and joked. and done the whole little smile at each other for the past few days. but then today he was up front getting sumthin, and he was like, 'so amy, do you have a boyfriend?' and i didnt' hear him at first so i said huh? and he repeated his question and i said, 'no.' and he kind of looked glad to hear that and acted partially interested. but then he went back to the warehouse, and ended up coming back like 20 min. later. he hung around for a sec. looking like he wanted to talk to me. but i had blake on one side of me, a customer across the counter and like two other ppl by me. and so he kind of left. so i think he may have come to ask me out, then chickened out. or decided to wait til later. but then we closed, and we all headed out, all gone by half an hour later. so yeah. but he's cute, and it's funny, cuz he has some crazy ex-girlfriend that tries to call him at work sometimes. lol anyhoo...

well that's all for today.

average jane signing off...

a public notice and just life...

okay so i was just accused of not publicly admitting that i have been in the wrong. i thought i had, but it appears maybe not. so here i go. these past few months, there has been turmoil between a former friend and i. but we were both in the wrong. first off, i felt like she was choosing her boyfriend over our friendship. so i became upset and defensive. which just put a bigger strain on our friendship. which was very stupid of me. i admit that i was in the wrong right there. very much so. and at other times i did act like a brat. again i was in the wrong. i was never the one who was always the good guy. but while i reacted like that, my friend just pulled farther away. we both avoided the issue. and in the end, it has killed our relationship. so basically we'll never speak again. this final end though came about by a stupid action on my part. but ya know, things happen in life for a reason. so i guess the only thing to do is to just move on. i think my former friend is serious this time. and i kind of yelled at her in an email, so that probably didn't help. and her fiance which i didnt' care to talk to anyways, well, i told to get out of my life. so i think that is the last i will hear from them. i hope my former friend is happy now that i have publicly admitted that i was in the wrong too. oh one last thought. i forgot to add this to her email, but i will add it here. sorry, my former friend, but i'm not sure you'll even read the first email so i won't bother with a second. i will keep my piercing in to remind myself that i must depend on myself and make a statement on my own. i made the choice by myself. so that's all i need say. now moving on.

so i'm finally getting over my sickness. and i'm loving my new job. and i'm really just moving on past guys and depending on ppl. i'm slowly finding that i really only have myself to depend on. so yeah. tha's life. well, i g2g. life moves quickly.

average jane signing off.