cute dresses and dumbass exs

so last night. sadly eric got sick and couldn't come. kinda sucked. but i still got to hang with steph. so it was all good. we ended up looking at dresses prom dresses and such. it was fun and i ended up really liking this dress that steph's sister wore once. and it's oober cute. but then we finished the movie, "save the last dance." it was way cute and i absolutely love it! anyhoo, then we went and saw premonition. i love it. we had to miss the last 10 -15 minutes cuz i had to make curfew. oh well, good stuff.

but right now i totally am pissed off at my ex. i decided to take the past month off of talking to him and really figure out my feelings and get it all solidified. so i finally got all things figured out and i decided to email him. then i get this dumbass email from him. and now i could care less if i ever saw him again. but, for a friend's sake i will be civil if i see him again. all of this has only solidified my feelings that i don't want to be with him ever again. i'm moving on. and i'm taking control of my life.

so tha's life. i just keep up thinking happy thoughts, like when i might see eric again. cuz i really need some laughs. and a hug. most definitely a hug. cuz today just kind of sucks. ugh.

average jane signing off. (i'm moving on for real this time)

ungrounding and boys! :D

so here's an update on life. yeah i know. wow. two updates so close together, amzing! :D but anyhoo, so life's okay. well, better today than it was yesterday. so yesterday i hung with steph. but i got home late and missed curfew. so i got grounded and would have been grounded until maybe next week if i hadn't groveled. i talked to my mom and apologized for being late and for yelling at her. then we worked things out. and i was gonna spend all day friday with steph and eric, and possibly sleep over at stephs tonight, before i got grounded. but then my mom decided that i would be able to hang out with steph and eric at night, cuz i kind of told her i was going on a date and that's why friday night was so special. so i got myself free for friday from 5pm until midnight! yeah! so me and steph will get together early around 5. and then the "date" of sorts with with eric. lol yeah i'm excited to see him again. cuz i like him.

anyhoo, so other news. well, in 20 days, almost 19 now, i will be leaving for San Francisco!!! :D yeah i'm counting down. so sue me! :D

anyhoo, so lifes okay. i 'm fine and life will be okay. hope you all are good! :D

average jane signing off! (smile!)

an update. i'm so not moping :D

so i realized that i needed to update on my situation. because you all are probably thinking that i'm still mooning over this stupid boy who didn't call. well, here's the update. i met another guy. yeah he's a lot cuter and a lot funnier. and way nice. i like him. lol yeah i know. that's what i said about the other stupid boy.

so his name is eric, which is just kind of odd to say cuz my brother's name is eric. but this eric is cute, and so not like my boring brother. :D and he's older than me. i know, suprise, cuz i manage to like younger guys in the past. but he's a year and two days older than me. and he went to my high school. but it's cool. and we met through steph. it's so funny. and he kinda likes me too. and i guess what amzes me most, is that he said that i am gorgeous, and naturally just really pretty. and i'm not saying that i'm think i'm ugly or anything. but, for a guy to tell me i'm gorgeous, it doesn't happen often. so it's nice to hear it. and he totally wants to hang out again. can't wait.

well, other goin ons in my life. ummm...in 3 weeks from tomorrow, i'll be in San Francisco!!! i'm stoked. and get this, i'm gettin my ears double pierced while i'm there. and two other friends will be doing it with me! i'm so excited, partly cuz my mom will disapprove. lol n e hoo. well, tha's most of my boring existence for now. lol

average jane signing off. :D (life's good! )