happy single awareness day!

so since it's valentines day today, or among me and my sister- "happy single's awareness day", lol i decided to have a template on my blog that is valentiney...lol if that's even a word!! lol i'll probably keep it up for the rest of the week cuz i'll be too lazy to change it. and i kind of like it so it'll have to be on my blog for more than one day!! :D lol

but so happy single awareness day to all!! :D lol so hope you all have fun plans for tonight/today. me and my sis are gonna go see the new movie Step Up 2: The Streets lol i'm so excited cuz i love dance movies. my friend didn't really want to come with when we invited him cuz he complained it was just another dance movie with no plot...lol it might be but it's got some wicked dance moves and wicked dancing music!! :D lol that's what i really want to go see the movies for ! lol

but yeah life is good. okay with being single.

oh and so there is snow here. it snowed yesterday afternoon into last night...lol it was supposed to be a small storm, snow wouldn't stick for long. well on part of the state got about 2 feet at least...lol that's a good amount for a storm that was supposed to be small. lol but then here in the valley, we got about 6 in. in some places. lol but anyhoo, so i was on my morning break and i was walking outside and my friend was out there too. he's a guy i dated for a while. but then we were just talking and saying that me and my sis. were gonna go to a movie. and he said, what no valentine? lol i told him no, both of us are single...and okay with that. lol but so then we were just talking some more, and then he threw a snowball at me. so i decided to retaliate. lol i was about 4 ft away and missed!! lol it was terrible so i grabbed more snow and threw again and hit this time. lol but we just had a lazy snoball fight...lol it was fun. then i had to head back and i said, not that this hasn't been fun but i gotta get back. then i headed through the fertilizer room and back to the main warehouse. and next thing i know there is a snowball hitting the ground. lol i turned around and then there was another one. lol it didn't break up when it hit the ground so i took it and threw it at him. i would have hit him if he hadn't ducked...lol but then i hurried forward and got some snow and then as he came around the corner with a snowball, i was prepared. lol we threw at each other, i hit him, he barely got my shoulder when i tried to dodge it. lol but it was fun@! i love that i'm able to joke and such with him again. but yeah today is going good.

so i need to call the DMV for my driving record cuz of a ticket i got about 6 months ago.. and i have to make a call to civil courts. the second call is for...let's just say...detective work for me. lol it should be interesting. anyhoo...g2g get back to work...

averagejane signing off...

too much time on my hands...

sometimes having too much time on your hands can be a bad thing...lol you just think too much. like my thoughts just have gone all over this past week. i've just been thinking a lot about the past month or two and where things have gone...
but yeah...life has been weird especially the past few days. you hear about crazy exs but i never thought that would ever apply to me...and i guess i pretty much should have expected it from this last relationship, but i was under the impression that the ex was okay with the split that it had been a mutual split, for the better...well, guess not so mutual.

two days ago, he warned me that i might get calls from his ex...told me not to answer my phone if the call came from his number or another one starting with certain digits...he said that this is all just in case somthing might happen. he told me it was not necessarily gonna happen...yet not more than 10 min after he left i start getting calls, first from his number than a few others i didn't recognize, so i didn't answer...i think i got a total of only 3 or 4 calls within 2 hrs time...that may not seem like a lot...but it was a bit scary to me. then i get a voicemail twice in that time from him tellin me to try and erase my name off my voicemail so that his ex doesn't get my name...but then i got a voicemail at about 7 pm that i didn't listen to until like 20 min. later...it said pretty much that there are places online you can pay and get someone's address and phone number if you know their full name and such...and his ex paid the amount and he said that she told him that she was on her way to my house. so i hurried home and then found she hadn't come...and didn't come thank god...

but yeah...loads of fun...

anyhoo, so i get to act in a friends film for his class...i'm excited...lol i get to be the main girl character...i'm deaf! :D lol i think he picked me for that part cuz i'm one of his only friends who knows some sign, partly cuz of my sister and the fact that i'm taking sign language this semester...lol

but that's all for now! later ppl....

averagejane signing off...

jsut thoughts

so it's that time of night when you just are awake and tired at the same time...well, i mean you're sleepy but don't seem to want to sleep. so you come online...surf a bit...think about playing some games online. but don't have quite the energy for that...and you kind of wish someone was online that you could just chat with...so you go to your normal chatting haunts..but no luck...no one on messenger these days...no one on the dating site...and you make a visit to some chat rooms...but you don't really want to talk to a new person....so here you end up. on your blog...

lol isn't that pathetic. to just spend time putting your thoughts online with the possibility of millions, even billions viewing them...not that it actually happens. but just not caring what the ppl think if they did read them. just kind of putting it all out there. at first i kind of thought this is weird. but then when i realized no one pays much attention to what i write anyways, it didn't seem to bother me much. and lately...i've been writing for me...cuz i just need to get my thoughts out. there is something intriguing about putting your thoughts out for ppl to read...kind of an online version of sleepless in seattle, where he is kind of tricked into puttin his thoughts out...then he meets this great girl. lol not that i'm expecting that. lol that would be funny

lol well i'm gonna sign off for now..

just dullsville!!

hullo all!! just another day in dullsville! lol well only partly. can i just tell you how much i really appreciate a co worker of mine! she really was sad that i had to miss going to the film festival with a friend. i told her it's all good. she asked if i still wanted to try and skip out early...but i told her it's okay, cuz the thing was this morning...but thanx anyways. she really is a great lady. lol but yeah!

anyhoo so life is going good. just kind of thinking over a lot of things...but oh i am proud of myself. because the last two nights i really didn't want to go to class. but i made myself go and i actually ended up having fun and being glad i went! :D lol isnt that an amzing thing? lol but yeah... and i actually learned some fun signs in my sign language class lol. i learned the signs for 3 different alcoholic beverages. lol and two signs that are "bad" signs, but we just happened to get on the topic of them from an innocent question. but our teacher taught us them. so that we didnt' make the mistake of signing them and embaressing ourselves completely. which really is good!! lol

but in my biology class, i had to do a group presentation. we only have to one in the whole semester and i got lucky to get it out of the way first thing!!! lol at first i was not too happy about being first. but, then once we got it all pulled together and finished, i was glad to have done it first. lol

but still searching for a car. maybe tomorrow i'll find something!! cross my fingers for luck! :D

anyhoo...that's life!

average jane signing off...

changed plans

so plans have been changed and i'm not able to make it up to the sundance film festival...and i was really actually looking forward to that. but it's kind of my own stupid fault i'm not gonna be able to go. oh well, i'm determined not to let it get me down! i'm not gonna sink down to that cuz i'm determined to just stay happy and be okay. anyhoo....

but, i miss him. a lot. i see him and he smiles at me. i smile at him...god i miss him. wish i could talk to him...like normal. wish i could just fold his arms around me and be safe in his embrace... but i can't. not yet at least....


average jane signing off.

a sad death

i find that i need to just blog this short notice. heath ledger has been found dead in a new york apartment. about 3:30 pm this afternoon... the police believe it to be suicide as heath was found with drugs strewn all around him. for those of you who dont know this actor by name he plays patrick verona in 10 things i hat about you, and most recently he plays the joker in the new batman movie soon to be released, titled the dark knight. it's just really sad and i'm sad that it appears to be a suicide.



average jane signing off...

i get to go to a sundance film!!

hello all! :D so here i am two days in a row! ! wow i know. but i jsut had to let you all know that i'm going to go to a sundance film at the film festival!!! i've never been and my friend tyler wanted to know if i could go with him! (cuz he says its really no fun going alone) lol but i'm glad he asked me! he's a fun friend to be with and i'm ecstatic to go! oh and i'm getting off work to go. luckily i have this really nice lady named shawna that is always willing to cover for me. but i just don't try to take her kindness forgranted cuz i make sure to ask only when i really need it. but it's all good!! :D cuz i haven't had her cover for me in a few months so i'm good!! :D

lol so the movie i'm going to see is called sunshine cleaning. my friend saw it twice already and loved it. i just went on imdb.com to look at the movie and it actually sounds intriguing! lol but i'm stoked to see it. oh and it has amy adams, one of my new fav. actresses, in it!! :D lol she was amzing in enchanted. i can't wait to see how she is in this movie. it's a different role from enchanted entirely. but yeah!!

that's my babble for now! :D

averagejane signing off!