well, so i'm still trying hard with this moratorium thing. cuz i know that it's best for now. and honestly. i think i deal better with guys just as friends. cuz then i don't feel as awkwrd sometimes telling them certain things. it 's just a friendship. and you know. yesterday i was at a concert and the cathedral of the madeline. i had to go to it to use it for a humanities "cultural event." and i have this great friend that is engaged. she got engaged on her 18th birthday this year. and she isnt' getting married until next june. and a little while a go i was jealous that she had a great guy. and it relly was kind of hard. bu,t the funniest thing was that last night, i simply just didn't care. beyond the fact that their snuggling and kissing just got a bit annoying. i didnt at all feel like i wish i had a guy with me. and it seems i've made a little progress.
but, anyhoo. so nothing has changed with tall guy. in fact i havent' even seen him since the 29th of november. almost a week. it's like he's never at school anymore. and it's kind of weird.
and i have to admit that i have conflicting emotions on something else, i won't mention. but, i thin kthe best solution for me is to simplly not think about it. just forget it and move on. and so that is the action i am going to take. and maybe it will turn out to be the wrong one. but, at least i did something. and so that's how my life is.
actually over all, life is good. i should probably actually do my homework. but, that seems too much effort to me right now! :D anyhoo.
well, average jane signing off. :D
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Yeah...my cousin and his girlfriend on Thanksgiving...were, um, let's just say inseparable...at least their faces were...:-P
But is there anything I can do with the "I won't mention" (IWO) deal? I'm here if you need me. Anytime.
nah, the IWO deal is totally something i need to work out myself. it's to do with a guy i like. complicated.
Alright then, you are totally entitled to your privacy. Just remember that I'm here for anything if you need to talk.
well, it looks like the IWO deal might be worked out sometime this week. but, thanx for the concern. :)
I think I see what you mean.
good. i didn't really make it too difficult to figure out.
No, you didn't. Women confuse me enough. ;-D
And what's worse, I confuse myself even more when I'm around them. :-P
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