update pt. 2

okay time for update pt. 2!!!

so i made it through one day...lol here we go again. so then i had made plans to see j. again on sat. night but then had to postpone them until mon. i actually ended up celebrating my friend's birthday by seeing the forbidden kingdom. it was okay. i found it incredibly cheesy and really kind of boring lol. but hey it was my friend tyler's birthday! love the guy. lol but then i made it an early night cuz i was still tired from my thursday night/friday morning adventure! :D

so then i got to see j. again on monday night (apr. 28th). i went over to his place to chill for a few hours...we just watched some basketball in his room, just relaxing on ...lol and of course kissed...i'll leave it at that. but then we both remembered we had work in the morning so i made it home by midnight...lol so that was good stuff...

hmm...pretty uneventful week until thursdya night (may 1st.) tyler texted me about goin to a midnight showing and of course i said i will so be there. the funny part is that i thought it was speed racer that was coming out. lol nope! it was iron man. speed racer just came out today...lol but anyhooo, so i came home and slept a bit, then met up with tyler and a friend and went to iron man! we of course went to megaplex 20 at the district. Tyler's fav. theater! practically won't go anywhere else!!! lol but let me just say....amzing movie!!! i would totally go and see it again! tyler kind of didn't think i liked it cuz i react outloud to movies sometimes. lol and i'll just say i let the f-word slip twice. i dont know why cuz i really try to not use that one. but tyler tried to cheer me up by sayin i could call him a dork...lol total inside story on that one. but he's great! lol one of my bestest friends. then, the movie was over and we went back to tyler's place to get our cars. and mine wouldn't start! lets just say i must have been tired cuz i totally said to them, my car won't fuckin start. yeah i was tired and pissed and frustrated. but, that isn't an excuse. and tyler said to me after the other girl left, ' i didn't mention this in front of nicki, but when did you become such a big user of the f-word?' and that just stopped me in my tracks...i knew he didn't like swearing and i usually refrained from it. i really don't swear that much... anyhoo. i said to him, i don't know why i've been jsut swearing...i don't really use the f-word... but yeah...it was different to see him so serious and kind of just sad or something like that...maybe disappointed. that was what really shocked me. i guess it's one of my favorite things about him. his emotions. he shows what he is feeling and there is no halfway point. its all or nothing lol sometimes it's incredibly frustrating...but i love it most times. it's great and entertaining somedays....:) anyhoo, i'm babbling.

so, we got my car started by having tyler jumpstart it. it got running. but then i got him home and once i shut the engine off, everything just died. and it wouldn't start up again...i was so frustrated! lol i ended up taking my dad's car to work the next day cuz mine still wouldn't start on it's own and not have to be jumpstarted. but then my big sis graduated from SLCC!!! it's exciting. then i went to meet them for lunch and ended up waiting half an hour for them, before i gave up and just left to run some other errands. by the time they actually showed up to the designated meeting spot, i had to just stop in for one min. to tell them my lunch break was over. for some reason i was really frustrated by having to wait and all and just was about to cry and ended up skipping lunch... i think my frustration was due to being tired and already frustrated with my car. anyhoo... so then that night me and my big sis went and saw MADE OF HONOR. it was a cute show. i think i wasn't as impressed cuz i kind of already was expecting too much of it. i think that is why i liked iron man cuz i really hadn't seen anything about it except some teaser trailer. i didn't know what the story was about really. ;D lol but before the movie, we went to dinner at arctic circle. lol we coudn't decide whether we wanted chicken or hamburger so this is what we got. lol well i got a jr. bacon cheeseburger, chicken rings, cheese breadsticks, small fry, and a chocolate fudge brownie shake. lol needless to say we didn't completely finish it all! lol but it was fun!! i might do it again some time... but then after the movie we went home cuz i needed rest.

hmm...sat. (may 3rd) i spent the morning figuring out my car. and it somehow fixed itself, sorta. my dad added some water to my battery, and it seemed to help it...lol don't know if that will be a permanent fix or not...lol i hope nothing else is wrong! but then that afternoon i went on bike ride with my dad and lil sis. it was loads of fun! lol i really will do it again soon. then, that night my family went to sizzler to celebrate my mom's birthday from like two months ago.. lol shows how busy we have been! lol but it was yummy. then i went to a wedding reception with my big sis. and then we went and saw the movie JUMPER. it was a good idea for a story, but it wasn't very well done. it had a very intriguing idea, but the story was kind of confusing and some parts werent explained very well...but yeah!..

hmm...so this week...nothin really happenin'. lol well on tuesday (may 6th) i went to dinner and a movie with friends. my friend elise and i went to eat at wingers. it was my first time. i got a sticky fingers wrap. it was pretty good. then somehow she convinced me to go to a scary movie. i went and saw prom night. but to be honest, it wasn't as scary as i thought it was gonna be. lol the funny part is that my friend elise convinced me to call j. up and invite him along. i finally got the guts to and he didnt' answer. lol so then i called my friend jay and he met us at the theater. it was funny, cuz he said to me at the beginning of the movie, "feel free to grab me at any time" lol cuz elise and him had joked that i would need to hold on to him cuz i was scared. i dont really like scary movies. but the ones i go to, i do better with ones that can be explained rationally rather than some supernatural creepiness... anyhoo i survived!!! with no nightmares! lol then the best part was after. me and elise decided to drag state street! lol i've never done that before and we just blasted our music! lol it's amzing we didn't get pulled over. we passed at least three or four cops when i was either blatantly speeding or blatantly trying to quickly brake! lol it was total pure luck! i must have a dang good guardian angel! lol but then on the way back south on state street, we kind of got into a little race with this kind of cute guy in a sleek little silver car. lol it only lasted a few blocks, but it was a blast! lol we were laughing our fool heads off! then we stopped at a 7-eleven by elise's house and the first thing she said is "oh dang the gay guy is working" well she and her friends thought he was gay cuz he just was an interesting character. lol but it turned out to be a friend of mine that i knew from a college class...lol and he is not gay. lol it was funny cuz i think we spent like a half hour just talking about school and how things were going for him up at the U. lol it was cool to catch up. but so then i dropped elise off and got home about 12:30 am on weds. may 7th. lol i was tired at work.

hmm...then thursday i had the most brilliant idea to ride my bike to the library to get some books, rather than taking my car. lol lets just say it's uphill to one street, then downhill to the library. so, i about died on the trip up hill! lol it was funny. my muscles hated me. lol when i walked in the library, my legs felt like jelly! (lol blackberry jelly for those smartasses who would ask what flavor jelly! : D ) lol but it was relatively okay gettin home. and bonus- i saw my friend art pass by in his truck and he waved at me! lol he's funny and i haven't seen him in forever...lol he took the shell off his truck and it looks loads better. lol and he's still as cute as ever. but yeah it was really cool!! :D

okay now to yesterday. we found a kitten outside in our yard at work and claudia came to me to see if i wanted to adopt it. and so i decided to take it home and take care of it. the guys at work totally hooked me up with some milk replacer as the kitten was still a newborn with it's eyes still shut. but last night i couldn't sleep because all it would do was cry and such like it was hungry, but it wouldn't drink much from the little bottle i had. oh and we named it sammy cuz we weren't sure of the gender. lol but so this morning i brought the kitten to work to see if a customer would like it. but then i ended up giving it to the humane society to raise and try to adopt it out. my mom helped me by taking it to the humane society and the lady there judged it to be less than a week old.

but here i am at work tryin to survive. it's been crazy and such being the one running the joint. i don't have any bosses her and it's been loads of fun trying to just work everything out. but at the same time i like it. the only problem has been dealing with getting lunch. work pays for lunch on the saturdays we are open, but we have been having pizza ordered in most weeks and the guys are sick of it. but i couldn't get anything on short notice other than pizza so that is what they got!!! lol

well, that is what is happening with me!!! lol longest post ever! but tonight i have a date with my friend jay. lol we are going to desert star theater and i'm kind of excited. lol well, time to close up finally!!!!! :D yay

average jane signingoff...:D

update pt. 1

so i guess it's time for an update...lol it's been a crazy while. lol

yeah so the previous entry. i know what you all think happened and let me say...yea it happened and it was hella fun...lol worth it even though the next morning i really just wanted to sleep! lol but just so that there isn't any doubt, here is an account of the event! lol

so thurs. april 24th, a friend at work came up to me, his name is j., and asked what i was doin that night. i told him i had a short class then pretty much nothing. so he asked me if i wanted to go to a Jazz game that night and i told him sure. lol it was funny cuz i remember him being all like flustered lol. but anyhoo...we kept in contact for the rest of the day and i ended up skipping my ASL final to get to the game early for dinner and such. lol but so i met him and his roomie and his roomie's girlfriend at j.'s place. then we drove up together in j's roomie's car. it was pretty cool lol. but i liked his friend and the girlfriend. they were cool and nice to me. it was cool because i could tell that they both were the ones who had been popular in high school, a crowd i hadn't run with. so to just be accepted as is was really cool for me. anyhoo...gettin on a tangent. once we got the Delta center, now called the Energy Solutions arena, we went and got our tickets and such and i found out we were in the season ticket holders section!! lol and we got the VIP stuff like dinner and a free shirt, etc. but so we all got somethin to eat and i settled while they went off to get some beer. there was unlimited beer with the VIP dinner. the funny part is that j. came back with a beer for me. lol he just comes up behind me and says, " i got you a heineken." lol i laughed on the inside. i guess he just thought that 1) i was old enough to drink and 2) that i did drink. lol it was way cool. so i drank it. then as we went to go into the game, j. asked if i wanted another one. lol i said sure. so then we went and watched the game! it was a blast. i found out after j. asked me to go to the game that it was the first playoff game. that made me even more excited to go. then to have fantastic seats on the 6th row, wow it was a good night to start with. then i was in good company with j. but about8-10 min before halftime, i really had to pee~ hee hee. i know TMI. but it was funny to me. cuz then at halftime i had to go a gain... anyhoo. also at halftime, we made our way back to where we had dinner and got some more beer. i think j. had like 3 more. i had one more. that was plenty for me. i took it back to the game. then we finished watching the game! damn it was a close game!!! i loved it it was so intense!

the game finished around 11:30 pm. we were all so high on the game and of course the beer. :D but then we headed back to j. and his roomie's place. i ended up staying there with j. for about 2 more hours and then his roomie, b., went to his girlfriend's place. it was a blast. i watched some family guy! it was my first time really watching it and i loved it. hee hee. it was funny. but then about partway through our hangout, he kissed me...lol he's a good kisser...we kissed a bit, i'll leave it at that. :D i finally left his place at around 2:30 am. got home about 3 am.

the next day at work, i was tired. no duh! and i really feel bad cuz i was kind of a bitch at work! he he i think it was a mixture of lack of sleep and my first three beers all in one night! yeah crazy mix!

well i'll finish this update in a bit...gotta close up work! :D

average jane signing off....

a fuckin mess....

god...i feel like shit right now. lol amzed that i'm laughin a bit on the inside while wanting to curl up in a ball and just sleep for the next day. i've never felt this tired...that could from combined lack of sleep and one too many drinks...god, this is crazy...i felt good last night, just comfortable with him. laughing...cheering on the team...then back at his place just laughing while we watched tv...feeling comfortable enough to just fall asleep inside his arms...wishing i could have stayed there and just called in sick to work...

now i wish there was some way to not feel like shit. maybe if i get some sleep...tried coffee, didn't help this time...maybe a drink would revive me...dunno...just falling asleep...


averagejane signing off...(what a crazy day...but i'm okay...just feelin like shit temporarily...feelin like a fuckin mess...)

friend update

hullo!!! just wanted to update on the situtation with my friend julian. i went to the hospital yesterday to visit him. he was transferred out of ICU on tuesday some time. and he said he expected to be released today, thursday. he looked way good! lol except for the fact that he was kind of stiff. but he went through a pretty scary experience for someone of his age, but he has pulled through and will be okay!!! thanx to all the prayers that went out for him!!!

average jane signing off!

easter stuff and prayers

so i hope you all had a fantastic easter! mine was pretty good up until 10 pm last night... so i had an easter party at my aunts house on saturday afternoon and one of our traditions is to have leg races. there are three types we do. the typical just all out sprint. then the three legged race and the gunny sack races. well, i won the sprint race for my age group! lol i was in the 18 or older women group, who hadn't had kids yet. lol the married ladies insisted on a separate group for them that had had kids lol!! but i won! i was slow gettin off, but once i got going i was goin! LOL but now i'm paying for it today lol my legs are sore! but i couldn't be more proud! lol but the three legged race i do every year with my cousin tamra. it's tradition, cuz we are really close, great friends lol. but also, no matter that she is like 6 yrs younger than me, we've always been the same heighth. lol her family jsut has really tall kids lol. but yeah....then saturday night i went and saw the movie juno. it was really good to be honest. it was a bit different than i thought it was gonna be like, but it was really good. two lines that really stood out to me, was an exchange between the main character, Juno, and her dad. she just told her dad and stepmom that she is pregnant. and they kind of are absorbing it. then her dad says, "i thought you were the kind of girl that knew when to say when." then Juno says, " i don't know what kind of girl i am." like those lines just totally connected with me...

anyhoo, but i went to the movie with my friend tyler. we had a riot! lol he is just a goof! lol but yeah...

but then on sunday of course the easter bunny came lol. it was good...but then i just kind of caught up on homework and cleaned my room and did my laundry. oh and of course went to church... but then i was ready to turn in at about 10:00 pm...but then i get this text from my friend tyler. pretty much it said please put Julian in your prayers. and pray he will be okay. this made me worried and of course i texted tyler back to find out what was wrong. turns out our friend julian has a virus in his heart and is in intensive care at the new hospital! so of course, even though i'm not that religious, i said a prayer for him. this morning i asked my family at family prayer that whoever's turn it was to pray, if they would include julian in their prayers.

so now i ask all of you that will read this, please put and keep my friend julian in your prayers. pray that he will pull through this and the doctors can find out how to help him. pray that they can find a way to get through all of this.

thanx

averagejane signing off...

bored at work

hullo all!!! lol so i'm at work and really extremely bored. i guess i didn't realize it would be this dead on the first saturday we are open! lol but actually i wasn't scheduled to be work any saturdays, but the misty, the lady scheduled today actually called me to ask if i could cover for the last few hours cuz she had to go to the hospital with her husband. but i totally was glad to come and cover for her. it's not like i was really doing much! lol but i do have an easter party that starts at 1 pm...but the fun really isn't until after that. like around 2 or 3 pm. cuz that's after the easter egg hunt and all lol and that's when all the cousins get together and just chat. and with me being busy with work and school, i just dont' see them much...lol how ironic that the one day i have available to see them, i come to work for a few hours! lol just silly....


well, i'm gettin bored of writing...lol so, i'm gonna close this...

averagejane signing off!

oh the randomness...lol

so you know how they say the little things are what matter? well, some times it's the little things that drag you down...and some times it's the little things that make your day...little things can add up to big things that make you sad, depressed..sometimes. but then there are the little things friends do that can just make you smile. a guy at work was that for me. he just did somethin so little and funny that made me smile and will keep me goin today...

just another random thought. sometimes you feel like you've grown so apart from your friends that you don't know how to be friends anymore. like sure you talk sometimes...but it's sporadic. you called them your best friend...still call them that...but ur not so sure anymore. then those that you really do call your best friend and know that you mean it and they feel the same way. the hard part is that they can't be physically there for you sometimes cuz they have their own life going on and have to take opportunities as they come...but thank god for spring break!! lol

but that's my babble. despite how depressing parts of this sounds, i really am becoming okay with life. i mean there are days and situations that get you down. i sure as hell am not perfect! some will get me down more than others. but i am determined to not stay down for long.

and jsut so that it's in writing...i'm really gonna not go for any guy...like no serious relationship or any possibility. i will continue to date and meet new ppl...i found out that it just doesn't work trying to stay completely away from guys..lol but no guy gets past the first date. i can be jsut friends with guys but nothing romantic-wise past the first date ...lol this may seem silly but it's for my own good. lol

average jane signing off