Saturday, March 31, 2007

finding my inner strength

well, here's another update. so my date was okay last night. kind of odd. but okay. and i guess it made me realize that i can only be friends with guy#2 that i mentioned. so that's it. but yeah lifes okay. and i'm moving on. i guess it's time to use my inner strength and be on my own. cuz i left myself be too easily influended by others and what they do. i'm needing to stand on my own two feet and make my decisions by what i believe. i found that last night that i kind of just went with things that i wasn't so sure of. i'm good though and i can be strong. life will be awsome.

average jane signing off. :D

19 comments:

The Warrior said...

Yeah...we as humans are way too impressionable. We have to fight that. Hope it works for you, and if you need help or encouragement, you know where to find me!

jane said...

thanx. it's mostly my journey now though. :P whether i like it or not.

The Warrior said...

Well, I'm with you, all the same. ;-D

jane said...

thanx that really means a lot. just knowing you're there for me means a great deal. cuz it'll be hard but i have to find my path on my own before i can really do anything else. so far it's frustrating, but fun. i'll blog about it. :D

The Warrior said...

Finding your own path is hard. Trust me.

But I'm here if you ever need any help, or just need to talk to someone, I'm always just a click away. ;-D

jane said...

oh good. i think i'm working things through though.

The Warrior said...

I wish you the best!

jane said...

thanx. i'm gonna need it with some things right now. like catching up in school. ugh....

The Warrior said...

Eew...same here. :-/

jane said...

yeah i've missed too much school and i'm almost failing a few classes. but i think i'm pulling up. slowly....

The Warrior said...

How have you missed some of school?

jane said...

i missed about two weeks of school when i went to san fran. and with some of my classes being college classes, it's oober hard to make up. ugh. but i'm catching up. slowly, very slowly...

The Warrior said...

You're already in college????

jane said...

not yet. just i have some concurrent enrollment classes at high school, which are college classes where i earn college credit for a whole lot cheaper than real college... sometimes it's way too difficult. sometimes way easy.... but it's all good.

The Warrior said...

Oh, that...yeah, I get it. Sorry. I wondered if that's what you meant. ;-D

jane said...

hey it's all good. in a few months i will be in college......scary thought. *shudder* but at the same time, i guess it's exciting....i dunno...

The Warrior said...

Exciting? I thought scary made more sense.

jane said...

well scary to think i'm that old already. but exciting to do something new and get away from the drama of high school. *eyeroll*

The Warrior said...

Well, I see what you mean...a bit of both.